I'm unemployed. Problem is, I'm sick too. I have a problem with chronic nausea and the resulting vomiting. They call it cyclic vomiting syndrome. Basically, I'm fine for a week or two, then I start to feel nausea, and soon I'm sick in bed and can't even speak for 3 or 4 days. Sometimes I have to get IV infusions because I get so dehydrated. When I'm down I'm useless, can't play guitar, can't read, can't watch tv. I can't even talk to people without vomiting.
So.... no one really wants to hire me with this. I'm working on getting disability, but my condition is tough. First, a lot of people don't believe how sick I really am, and theres no real way to prove it. Of course I can throw up in their office, but it doesn't really work that way.
I'd love to figure out a craft or something I can produce at home in my free time when I'm not sick. I bought a ukelele kit from Stew Mac recently and hope to put that together soon. Sometimes I have fantasies that I can build ukeleles or guitars in my basement, but thats a total long shot. Not like anyone here makes any money putting together our guitars.
Even when I find work like painting or carpentry, I usually get sick midway through the job and it takes me so long to finish that the people are pissed off, even though they know what I am dealing with. Can't blame them really, they just want the work done, not more excuses from me about being too sick to come in and do the job.
Its been a few years I've been dealing with this. I've had operations and numerous medications, but nothing has really cured it.
I don't mean to bring everyone down. Thats just what I am dealing with on a daily basis. I'd love to have a job again, but realistically I don't see it happening any time soon.
Before I got sick I used to manage a company that distributes tropical fish to pet stores throughout the country. My skills are managing people, and also tropical fish biology and chemisty. I've also worked in pharmaceutical marketing (the legal kind), and management/human resources at a financial services company. I could pretty much do anything in an office from administrative to management to sales and marketing, but I'm too sick to even go for an interview.
The free time I have is great, but the pay sucks.