It's always hard to be happy with what you have got, that won't go away when you get older, but my advice is to try. When I was 13 I had the worst hunk'o'junk excuse for an amplifier in the world. Seriously, I have never since seen anything worse than that plastic covered, balsa wood, made in the depths of hades piece of trash. But here's what happened, I wanted to play guitar soo badly anyway, that I made do. I started playing through my mothers stereo when she wasn't around, because that sounded better than the amp. Then when christmas or a birthday would roll around, I'd tell my parents I wanted a new amp, and they would say, "show us what you have learned lately". And I would show off all the new stuff I was practicing, and they would say....Ehhhh. So another year would roll around, and we would repeat this performance...and well eventually they spent a little more to get me some other hunk'o'junk, but hey it was better than he first one....and so on and so on......Here I am an adult now, buying my own toys, and while I can't just go get anything I want, I do have a great amp and a trunk load of effects, and some cool guitars. Well, the point is, if you can practice on that thing, don't worry what some tone snobs are saying. Make do. Persevere. And most importantly, if you like that amp, well your doing alright, probably better than what most of us older guys started out with.